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Apr. 10th, 2007 | 03:33 pm
I'm at: Mom's place
I'm feeling:
Okayish
I'm listening to: Neil Young - Like a hurricane
I've been wanting to write here ever since yesterday now, but I didn't really know where to start. Still don't. But, I'll just start anyway!
As I've told before, Stefan arrived here in Holland on March 30th, and he stayed here till yesterday. I've had such a wonderful time with him. Really, it was great. It probably was the best 1,5 week I've ever had. I'm in love. Head over heels. Heehee! ^___^
Aaaand that's awesome, of course. Buuuut because of that, the fact that he had to leave again yesterday sucked... Sucked big time. After he left, I felt preeetty damn lonely. Still kinda do. Going to bed alone again sucked too. And waking up alone again even sucked more after 10 days of waking up together.
I know I should just be happy I've found him, that he´s spent 1,5 week with me without going (really) mad and that we had SO much fun, and I ÁM, I really am. ^__^ But; the sadness about the fact that he's left again is also still there. And the worries about when I'll be able to see him again are too. I really miss him...
But we'll figure something out. All will be okay. We've had a great 1,5 week and have many more to come I think!
Though, now it's back to reality, back to normal everyday life again. I've had exam week; where we of course didn't have much classes. Then I went to Berlin for a week, which was absoluuuutely awesome btw (I'll post pics later) aaaand then I spent time with Stef & didn't do all that much at school. It's hard to have to go back to school again now and actually concentrate, study and do homework. Back to the real life! Yippeeh!
Meh.
Ohwell!
Here are some pictures of the last 1,5 week!
We´ve been to the beach in Dishoek.
We´ve just been walking around in Goes.
We´ve been lying in the grass.
We´ve been to Middelburg.
We´ve been to ´het Poelbos´. A place with a tree or two that we call a forest.
We´ve seen ladybirds ´gettin´ to it´. Sexeh.
We've also found a lonely ladybird.
This is what you get if you go in to a forest with a biologist! ^___^ Heehee!
Our new friends. Duck and Circus-duck.
We've seen lots of these.
And we've been chillin' at 'De Veste' some more. With ice-cream. 8)
And, we made a cake! Yummeh!
/kiss
Noodles

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date: Apr. 10th, 2007 04:45 pm (UTC)
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date: Apr. 10th, 2007 05:58 pm (UTC)
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I'm still somewhat sad atm, but everything will be just fine.
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date: Apr. 10th, 2007 06:08 pm (UTC)
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I can understand your sadness, though I've never been in a position like the two of you before. You will be alright, the photographs tell enough to say that this is going to last very long.
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date: Apr. 10th, 2007 06:21 pm (UTC)
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Also almost happy anniversary with Dirk!
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